14 weeks and growing..

I had no idea what to even title this post, so I decided I am just going to write it and then see what I end up putting! So I am now 14 weeks pregnant and things are starting to look up! I had started to feel better, but still having some bad days. Mostly it has been happening at nights, but luckily I have no vomiting, except sometimes I just wish I would. We are so excited, and cant wait to finally have our precious child in our arms. So I have been getting a little bigger and been wearing one pair of pants that actually fit. They are starting to get very tight and so I decided just to wear a pair of maternity pants yesterday and of course Zack had to make fun of them for a little while, but I just told him how comfortable I actually was! I could sit and not feel like my stomach was going to explode. The only problem is that it makes me show a lot more then it does when I wear normal pants.  Here is a pic I took with me in my maternity pants, and I dont mind that there my belly is showing its just I barely got a new job and obviously have not said I was pregnant.

I got a job at a local daycare here and finally decided to take it. I have gotten 5 different job offers and decided to turn all of them down. This one finally stuck, and we will see how it goes. I had to get my childcare license today and i start on Tuesday. It will just be from 3-6 Monday-Friday, and I can pick up hours if I want, but school as been kicking my butt. So I just hope I can keep up.

Back to the pregnancy. I have been super emotional lately and just really hope it goes away soon. I feel like I get upset super easily and cry all day long. I just dont know what has been going on, but it has made me feel just lousy. Right now, Zack is working while I am home and just got done with all my homework for the week. And I just feel like putting on my comfy clothes and laying on the couch. I really hope this phase goes away though, like I said, because I dont know how much more Zack can take. He has been very supportive and trying to understand my every emotion but I think its impossible because I barely can tell you what is wrong half of the time.

Another note, We were talking about the sex of the baby last night and he was looking at my tummy and saying "I love you" to it, and its so cute! Well anyways, Zack has been saying that Estella is its name if its a girl, and I HATE it. He has joked with me since we met, or at least I thought it was a joke, and everytime he talks to my stomach he never says a boy name. He always says Estella, and I know Zack said he would love a boy, but I think he knows in his heart that its a girl. And he told me we shouldnt find out what the sex is. I of course said, well I will find out and wont tell him, and he said no no no you cant know either. I am hoping in a few weeks when we find out he will change his mind because I dont think I could go another 5-6 months without knowing.

But I am so proud that I have such a caring husband who is just as excited as I am to have a baby. You can tell that he is so happy and wants the best for our family.